Halaga

December 29, 2010

 Inaalay ko po ang tulang to para sa minamahal kong mga kaibigan, pareho po kasi silang manhid at nagmamanhidmanhidan  ..hihihhi…. sana po magka PR blog ko sa love story nyo..hahhahaa

 

Panu pa gang hinahanap mo’y nasa harap mo lng?

Lagi mo namang kasama pero parang wala lang,

Katropa mo na nga’t tunay na yung kaibigan,

Di mo pansin dahil iba ang nasa yung isipan.

 

Iyan bay labis na kamanhiran? Pero sa palagay ko iya’y subrang katangahan.

Minsan tinanong kita kung sino ang pipiliin mo,

Ang taong mahal ka? O ang taong mahal mo?

Sabi mo ang taong mahal ka dahil ikaw lng ang nag-iisa sa puso nya.

 

Lahat na siguro ay kanyang ginagawa,

Mapansin mo lng sya at makita’

Lahat ay gagawin, marinig lang nya at malaman,

Na sayo, sya ay labis pa sa isang kaibigan

 

Ang panahon ay matulin na lumilipas,

Tulad ng alon sa dalampasigan humahampas,

Malalaman mo lng tunay nyang halaga

Siguro pag dumating ang panahon na wala’ na sya.

My Perfect World

For a short while, I’m happy enough that I forget all the things that messes me up in the real world, it made sense that Alice wanted to have a world of her own for there, she can do anything that she want. But if I have a world of my own everything will not be nonsense, all will be perfect. I dreamed to have a perfect world of my own. How nice to have one isn’t it?

A perfect world with perfect people around me, will it not be boring? I don’t know, I’m just building it so how will I know..hihi..But for now, im dreaming of something, something that is out of my grasp. What the…but, there’s still a big but, how will he know im dreaming something and I want him to do something when in fact im doing nothing..? ohh big question dear…!!

He’s too far away to notice, I home he’ll be back sooner or later, hey, im not dreaming of a date.wheee, im i? yeah right, haha..im dreaming of something like a date by the lake,..whew,,erase..or how about a date in the cloud 9? Haha..how fun!

But what am I trying to say is that how nice the day when I’m with someone like him, who knows days from now he will be here again. I always locked myself inside my room and neglected to feel happiness because his not around but then again the saying goes, you can’t see the world through a mirror.

But now, all I have to do is build something of my own, its not about studies, give me a break ok, its something far from home, an imagination maybe that can buy time when he’s not still around, something wonderful that i will not notice the change of the day to another, something worthwhile while I’m still waiting. A perfect world perhaps, where he and me only can go through..!

 

 

Bye Bye Peter Pan

December 27, 2010

I guess if there are words that I wanted to say, I would rather not say it, plain words in vain are the worst I get from the people who can’t read the way I stare, the way I look and the way I care. Keep reading down between lines and you’ll see the further you get into it, the further you realizes that it’s all hallow words. But why do I care telling you all this? I don’t know, I just want to accomplish something before sunset, or maybe I was so frustrated that I’m not hearing things that I wanted to hear or a looser sick game, winning is what I’m trying to accomplish here but it seems I can’t, I don’t move and there’s no hint, how could I tell, wwell whahaha.. I don’t know. It’s just I feel something …peculiar….whaahhaa liar… !!!

Peter pan….you know your too close to wendy but your too dumn not doing nothing, you’re not growing that’s why you never know anything!!. How stupid…you always wanted to play, you always wanted to fly, but don’t you know there’s a lot more than that? How about to love??? Wheee ahhhh… lousy si peter pan ah…Bleh…

If you return to neverland,…just be the boy I know, but then again, I don’t know what to say… I guess action speaks louder than words….good bye peter pan..! I’m growing and I gues I won’t see you again…

Whew…!!! Shuang ka tin??? haha

A Piece of Self Advice

December 24, 2010

I was raised not to be with garbage’s but to be one of a kind, who knows I have a perfect family one could ever dreamed of? And who knows my capacity and strength? I alone can tell everything that every man could tell about me. Don’t be mislead because of what you see, and don’t trust anyone, it’s the best defense u can for yourself in this morally degrading society.

People may say something about you but it’s only their mere opinion of who you are, they are just guessing. Why the hell would you believe them when you have something better to believe? Don’t let mans word deceive you, you have way too far too go, and don’t let them come on your way. Don’t be affected by the words of the people whom you see that can’t even control theirs selves even just by simply walking straight when they are in the influence of liquor, they are people who are just good in words, but not in actions.

Who told you your plain and dull when you got proof of how good you are, when they think you can only walk on for a mile, why not double it? It’s not living with their expectations and showing them what you got but you are just proving that God created you not only capable of limited talent but you are given plenty enough to conquer the world when you only have perseverance and courage to do it.

So many words to tell, but why should I care telling them? Who are they to tell I’m ugly, when I know that in God’s eyes I’m beautiful. Should I care of what they say? Who are they anyway? I don’t mind speaking to idiots who can’t merely understand simple words; it feels like speaking Chinese to an American, I better keep quite than waste my time, but sometimes due to respect and when situation needs me to do so, I can fluently recite words that can hurt people but sorry to tell all of you it’s my specialty for It bothers me not to defend myself when I know I’m in the position, in school I was thought how to defend other people in the court, how could I defend them when I couldn’t defend my own self? And even if I’m wrong, can you tell that I’m just lying straight to your face when in fact that is one of the things that I’m good at?

The bottom line is, mind me and I will seriously mind you, and one more thing, don’t talk to strangers they’re nothing but a piece of crap. When it comes to your feelings, bandages can’t fix a broken heart; no one can take good care of it much better than yourself. Your dreams can be your tool of properly minding set your path, crossroads are hard to deal with but if you have a proper outline of each and every pace you will land on the ground, you will surely leave a mark.

Be determined and know what your priority is and I’m taking a deep breath for now because I have two things holding in my hands and I need to let go of the other. It’s hard but it’s necessary to reach the other, I will be the very best, that’s what I wanted to be and I’m now determined to let other things go to reach what I want to become. I will be a lawyer.

TJFA

Ironically Speaking …its Mickey!

December 8, 2010

Hey Mickey you’re so fine, you’re so fine you blow my mind hey Mickey…!

A very fine rat named Mickey one day went to our place, though he’s nobody I knew deep inside him he was somebody else, brilliant bastard rat, that will keep me fine. Afraid of finding out who he really was, I take a few inch away from him, just a bit that our elbow will not touch, close enough to chill me up, and far enough that he may not notice my existence, besides, I know somebody else so much better than him. Weeks had gone so swiftly that I don’t manifest to notice that I was close enough of holding Mickey in my hand, and somehow in the very edge of the last part of my brain-cells is the thought of wanting to hold Mickey closer. What a Pack of sheet…! hahaha

Damn you Mickey, I whispery said, I really can’t fathom the reasons behind why is it that if I can’t see Mickey, I felt like I have a very dull day,!? it’s hard to move, it’s hard to smile, all seems to be getting harder without him on my sight. Is it that I’m a cat? I thought. Hahahaha…nope!

But deep within my thoughts, I know I want to play, I want to play Mickey the way I wanted, I want to spend time with him, and ohh if you only knew what’s the meaning of what you are reading, you’ll know that Mymickey is an ironic of something else, something that you can hug, you can kiss and you can hold, but I guess I’m far beyond that, it’s really hard to cross the barriers, so complicated and I’m afraid to commit such mistake.

And you know what? Cupid is really so stupid..!!!, he made things so complicated…! It’s hard to deal with it. One fine night I went with Mickey, every time he looks at me, I felt blank and empty, I was not mesmerized as you think but I feel damn, you idiot, I said to myself, have you seen enough? Or you see nothing at all and you’re just a plain stupid wanting somebody as a replacement because the one you really dreamed is too far beyond your grasp, or you just want to do things that you missed to do with the one you owe your heart? Well, I can’t answer, maybe yes??? hahhaha

What I found out is that Mickey is not romantic; Hey…do I need to yell it straight to your face Mickey? Read Girls magazine you son of a rat!! Hahaha, but still, I just can’t get enough with Mickey, and damn it, he’s blowin’ my mind…….every day! J

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